What I crave the most from my upcoming trip to Colombia
What I find most exciting is not the idea of marrying or having sex with the women. Instead, it's just the idea of there being a pool of women who would genuinely consider me as a prospect, and maybe let them buy dinner for them. That is it. This is what I need the most for the sake of my mental health, not sex or marriage. It would reassure me that things are not completely hopeless for me.
In America, women typically make these kinds of faces if I happen to accidentally make eye contact with them:
Re: What I crave the most from my upcoming trip to Colombia
When I taught English in Asia and was shocked that attractive Asian females actually found me attractive, I'm not sure it actually made me all that much happier. Indeed it made me even more repelled and disgusted by Western skanks when I returned to the West.