As a genetically superior male, my destiny was supposed to be that I am worshipped by all of the hottest girls. But remaining true to my principles, I decide not to choose the hottest bimbo, but instead opt for the good intelligent girl. That's how it was supposed to be. That is, I choose the good girl in the end, but I always have the security of knowing I have the option to get hot the hottest girls.
Without being desired by the hottest girls, something doesn't feel right. Something is off. And I feel like there will be problems in my life until I correct the balance. Once I become a cult leader, the balance will be corrected and the hot girls will flock to me. I mean, even in his 80s Charles Manson was able to get girls in their 20s. And this is how it should be for me as well, because I am the best, I am The Superior One.
And when the hot girls flock to me, I am afraid at that point I will have to ignore intelligence and get the hottest bimbo there is, because lifelong insecurity has taken a toll on me.
My grandfather married a 15 year old (my grandmother) in Iran when he was 25. I recently saw pictures of her from when she was young, and she was far more attractive than any woman I would be able to get.
I have accomplished more and don't think I am worse looking than him, so I should be able to get a hotter girl.